Confusion+Among+Thoughts

This is my all-time favorite poem I've ever written.

On Valentine’s Day, I will think of you. You won't think of me, But I’ll see How I really feel about you.

I’m going to pass by you And you will say hi, But then you’ll hang your head And look away, Silent to me.

I sometimes wonder If I do the right thing, If loving you is the right choice. If I would be better off Without you.

Without the feelings That keep me up at night, Thinking of you, And what you Think of me.

Without the pain, The longing that comes When I see you, Because I want to be near you, But know I can’t.

So there I sit, Looking at you. Trying to figure out What it all means. What you mean, to me.