Silly+Thoughts

There they are. Some serious, others light. All primarily and firstly based on one topic. Always there, in the backdrop of my mind, But acknowledgement is optional. All of them just there. I've grown to live with them. All these silly thoughts, On one person? There is most certainly a better use, Of my time, my life, my goals. But this is important. And will be forever in my mind. Why? Because I must, For reasons that elude me. There is no logic to it, No simple answers, No simple actions. Fueled by hope, Of what? A better life? Of friendship? To be free, Of what? Questions in questions, So much...

A war, Of my emotional church, And logical government. Both fighting, constantly. Why? Why? WHY?!

There just is no logic to it, But it is there. Always. Irrelevant, And the whole of my attention. No profit, Nothing to be gained, Everything to be lost. But still, it persists. Why? Because it must. But WHY?!

So silly. Simple things. Tasks scarier than the haunts of my mind, More dangerous than playing with fire, As simple as saying, "Hello."

Every waking moment, Always in my mind. In my heart. In my life. But why? All these... Silly thoughts.