Make+The+Pain+Go+Away

I'm sitting here Contemplating But what exactly? I don't know But the weather is cold But my heart feels colder I'm thinking of people No one special Just People And it hurts It hurts life being socked in the stomach All the wind knocked out of me But I guess that's just it Wind There's no REAL pain Just all in the brain Muscles contracting But it hurts so much I feel as though tears should be flowing But they aren't I'd kill to get rid of this Kill...? No j-just no I gotta snap out of this But just what can I do? What can I do, To make the pain go away?