The+Betrayed

My eyes are open but all I can see is a pitch black darkness all around me. I look up, trying to find some way out of this nothingness but there's no where else to go. I wait for months years in my well of nothingness not knowing who I am how I got here or how to get out. All I know is that I'm alone and that through the impenetrable darkness surrounding me similar to my dark state of mind there is no hope. But then I see a light far above me too far above to brighten things where I am presently but still enough to give me some sort of feeling of //hope//. Then all of a sudden a rope is thrown from the light into my abyss- and I know I've been rescued. I grab on and as I climb up the rope an unknown person pulls me higher helping me out of my darkness and into the light. I'm gasping for breath as I make the final stretch. My lungs and legs are about to give out - but none of that matters now. The light hitting my face and the possibility of feeling happiness for the first time since I can remember is all that is driving me forward. My hand reaches for the edge and I'm about to pull myself up. The rope grows limp. My "savior" dropped it. Dropped me. I fall back into my abyss. I lie at the bottom feeling more broken more defeated than any amount of tears could express.